You're Still An Innocent :)

Innocent is awesome.

I've been replaying it non-stop all day and I loveee it hahaha. Although when I try to find the actual footage of Swifty performing it, all I get is some people voicing out their reactions. Lame sauce.

It has been sometime since I last posted. I think I just got carried away with other things but I'll try to keep punctual. Like every week. Although the simple truth is that I got reminded to blog because of Evan's blog lol. He posted a really dark post that almost made me cry ;(

Okay so what's upp? Studying, studying and more studying. It all ends in a little more than 2 weeks though so it's not that bad. The first paper is composition for both languages on Friday. So I guess it's lucky that I just started writing a oneshot about Gale and Katniss? haha but I'm less that 3 paragraphs into it and knowing how I write, this oneshot will be long.

And random, but our class guitar's last string popped. But thanks to that I wrote a new riff on my own. No one is willing to pay to get the last string fixed for only 7 more weeks. Too bad for next year's class, they'll be stuck with that guitar for a year. And the class after that unless they fix it.

Btw, you are annoying.

& you know how you wish for something to happen and then instantly feel guilty/ashamed for that? That's basically the story of my life spanning these few weeks. I can easily imagine what I would say if he did that, but if he were to do that in real life I would be speechless and in shock. And then I tell myself it's never gonna happen, but somehow I end up back at the start again. It's a vicious cycle, really.

One last thing before this ends. We're all just emotional teenage girls in never ending crisises aren't we? Well, I don't wanna hear what you're upset about because you have everything. Literally everything. And it doesn't make me feel better to be talking to you and although it hurts, I think I'm just gonna ignore you for now. After all, you're only in on it for the company aren't you? I'll never be that close to you even if I try, and I don't wanna get hurt anymore.

♥hazel