Day 2- My Crush

Day 2- July 19 2010.

Hi my crush,

When someone asks me why I like you I can't find a reason. Maybe I don't need a reason? It's hard to exactly describe why I like you but I'm gonna try. Even though some people I know are utterly convinced you are the worst person on earth. Here goes.
Baseddd on stalking, we pretty much have the same taste in music(I think) and that's cool since music is kinda a big part of my life. & you're different from the others. Let's face it, I don't know about your family financially(I probably don't know anything about you) but what I do know is that you don't flaunt your financial status around like some others do. You're a pretty sweet person in real life as I've experienced through some events I'm not gonna state publicly. & while you're not like supermodel cute, I'm not either so you're good enough for me =) You don't think everyone's beneath you either like some people I'm not gonna mention here.
Okay so I think that basically sums it up. If you're reading this, whoever you are and thinking, wow this girl is such a bitch, she only likes her guy for a number of reasons, whatever. I don't really know how to wear my heart on a sleeve on a blog like this so yeah. Yup, that's all for now.

♥hazel

Happiness is simple.

Day 1- July 18 2010.

Hi my best friend(s),

You guys are really awesome and I don't think I'd be where I am without you. Even though we have our fights and such, I still consider you all to be my lifeline. You were there for me when I was down and while I understand I haven't been perfect, thank you for tolerating all my antics haha. I can tell most of you anything and still feel comfortable and I'm really thankful for that. Same goes vice versa. Some of you guys can really tell what I'm feeling without me telling you and maybe that's just me being transparent but whatever. You don't just tell me what I want to hear but what's best for me and I love you for that. Maybe I don't appreciate you guys enough sometimes but this post goes to you for just exsisting. Love you all ♥

"Friendship isn't about how long you've known that person, it's about how long that person has stuck with you."

♥hazel

You are the only exception.

Finally I'm blogging again. And it's a Monday night.

Anyway. I had fun last last (LOL) Monday going out with Radiant, Jamie, Sarah and Stella. We watched Karate Kid and poor Stella was left to watch Eclipse on her own lol. But she didn't really mind so yeah. After that we took neo prints! I am sad to admit that I have no life and thus have never taken a neo print before and it was my first time hahaha. We rushed like maddd to get into the frame before the camera went off and I must say it was really something haha. I had one picture where I was looking somewhere else and so we had to cover my face with a cat lolol.

Other than that the week was pretty boring. The first week of school was tough though. & I have to wear my full uniform on Wednesday so that sucks a lot. && I have to go attend flag day this Sunday so ;(

PS: I'm gonna try to accomplish this challenge DAILY, WITHOUT BREAK. (depending on when I start hahaha)


write a letter to these people :
day 1 — your best friend
day 2 — your crush
day 3 — your parents
day 4 — your sibling (or closest relative)
day 5 — your dreams
day 6 — a stranger
day 7 — your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
day 8 — your favorite internet friend
day 9 — someone you wish you could meet
day 10 — someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
day 11 — a deceased person you wish you could talk to
day 12 — the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
day 13 — someone you wish could forgive you
day 14 — someone you’ve drifted away from
day 15 — the person you miss the most
day 16 — someone that’s not in your state/country
day 17 — someone from your childhood
day 18 — the person that you wish you could be
day 19 — someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
day 20 — the one that broke your heart the hardest
day 21 — someone you judged by their first impression
day 22 — someone you want to give a second chance to
day 23 — the last person you kissed
day 24 — the person that gave you your favorite memory
day 25 — the person you know that is going through the worst of times
day 26 — the last person you made a pinky promise to
day 27 — the friendliest person you knew for only one day
day 28 — someone that changed your life
day 29 — the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
day 30 — your reflection in the mirror

<3 hazel
PPS Which month has exactly 30 days??

You have more faces than a world clock.

I haven't blogged in a long while.
This week I slacked off a lot haha. On Tuesday I went to Pasir Ris park with Sarah but we couldn't skate because it was raining so heavily. So we adjourned to White Sands Mall and wasted money at the arcade hahaha. Then we got manis and pedis. Pretty cool stuff. Although I need to remove my nail polish in a week. ;(

Then on Friday I went to watch Nanny McPhee with Jamie and Radiant. We got free tickets because Radiants uncle was working at the ticketing booth! How awesome is that? Although we bought the wrong time and so missed fifteen minutes of the movie waiting for Jamie. But the fifteen minutes of that were just advertisments. So kids, always arrive for a movie fifteen minutes late. JK.

Btw the timing of this blog thing is screwed. I WON'T wake up at 7 in the morning just to blog, tyvm, blogger.

So this next week will be the last week of holidays. How saddd. The first week of school is only like, Monday and Tuesday though, and Wednesday to Friday will be the Sec 2 camp. I'm exciteddd!

♥ hazel

If you don't give us a chance

You won't exactly earn a grant.

Evan could be the next Draco Malfoy for the next HP movie. He's wayyy cuter than the current one hahhaa.
Except the thought of him with Hermione and on a broomstick waving a wand is kind of gross, so no. Wellll except if Avril is playing Hermione.
Hahaha wow it's amazing how random I am. Let's just forget about all that and move on.

When I came back from camp I was so tired that I slept for like 5 hours straight haha. And I spent the whole of that Sunday lazing around. I woke up for the live stream again today (can't call it uStream anymore since it's on justin.tv) and yayyy my question got picked.

Today I went to Sarah's house to do some board game project thing for English and we got prettyyy far, I hope lol. We didn't take any pics or anything, though Stella took a few pictures that I'll have to pester her to post them later. Orrr maybe tomorrow.

I just looked at the clock and it's 11:11PM. My wish is made hahaha.

I think I'm going to get my nails done this week!! Yay. French manis rock, kids haha. I STILL haven't made any changes to this blog but I'll get to that soon lol. In a week or two maybe. <.< ♥hazel

Please don't lose your magic.

'Cause the third time's the charm.

Okay so, my CCA camp starts tomorrow and ends on Sunday. I've already packed and everything, but I'm so depressed. Even Evan(try saying that really fast) on repeat doesn't seem to help. I can't wait to get back and start the JUNE HOLZ, KIDZ. In style, for real.

My Messenger is cracked and even though I can sign in, I can't receive any messages. Which is lame. I don't know when that will be fixed but hopefully it will be okay when I get back Sunday. And my mom went to see my teachers today and she didn't really say anything about it to me so I think it's okay. I hope? Let's just say if it wasn't, there would be a lot more noise around here.

I'm so bored because I'm just sitting in front of my computer typing this haha. Although, that won't really be the case for the next three days or so. And LOL! I just figured out how to distinguish the bridge in Razorblade Limeade. Evan sings like almost dual phrases at the same time so while taking out one earphone and leaving the other in you can hear one side and vice versa. Okay well, that probably didn't make sense so whatever haha. That's the result of boredom.

My posts have been so short lately and I don't know why haha. I don't even think anyone reads this. IF you're reading this, I apologise for ranting on.

Can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me.

♥hazel

You don't make me perfect

...but you make me smile.

Zoo CIP trip was really awesome haha. Me and Sarah got a boy this time and he was really cute. At least he talked some during the trip and didn't let us do all the talking. I think he kinda hates me though because I kept deserting him and Sarah to take pictures hahaha. Oh well. To be fair, he was pretty amazed with the pics I took.
What's up with kids these days? They don't like sweets like how I used to (still do)when I was young. I can't imagine childhood without sweets, but whatever haha. & I couldn't buy Ev's record on iTunes because apparently Singapore iTunes doesn't sell music. How lameee. At least my friend is gonna be sending me an Evan guitar pick, so all's good =)
Anddd, the upcoming week is only gonna be two days long! Although my CCA camp starts on Friday and ends on Sunday so ughhh. Monday & Wednesdays are slack days so yayyy. It's like :D but D: hahaha. Lame me.
My phone has a bunch of very unorganised songs all over the place. I've been meaning to organise them someday but I keep procrastinating haha. OCD and procrastination? Not a very good combo. And the other day I tried to do a list for the holiday homework that we have and I succeeded! Yay me. Lists are my number 1 favourite thing hahaha.
♥ Your OCD freak,
hazel

We're [not] breaking, we're just [not] making it through.

I didn't fall off, and so I have to wake up at 4.30AM today.
No, I'm not obliged to but I want to haha. Anyway today I rode Speargrass! Yayyy he's this really cute chestnut with white socks. He's pretty small but don't misjudge his strength. Such an adorable boy haha. He almost bucked me off but I still love him to bits hahaha. I'm so pathetic.
Let's see... today I went to church and I left early haha. Pardon me, but small group is kind of lame. Can you guess why? Haha Hilary called Grace to see where we were and she panicked. It was really funny since we were at the lobby skipping small group. Yup, how holy we are.
I still can't believe I'm gonna wake up at 4.30AM today. Insane? Haha I guess listening to Mr Taubenfeld on repeat at 2AM isn't that sane either. And his album is coming out this Wednesday! I'm exciteddd haha. I'm such a HARDCORE fan. Righttt.
We're going to the zoo this Friday lol. Little kids again. Some of them are pretty cute, though they don't say a word throughout the duration of the trip. Which makes it pretty awkward. It's the last one before we complete CIP, so man up everyone! Hahaha.
♥hazel

There were so many flavours I wanted to taste.

But you got me hooked.
Yeah well, I haven't seen you in while either, mister. Do I miss you?
Yeppp, this week is passing really slowly haha. OBS people are gone, that leaves 28 people around and manyyy empty seats haha. Today while walking to school I saw this doll on the floor and I freaked out hahaha. I can still see the purplish bruise like thing on its face and it haunts me LOL. Such an irrational fear, I know.
PC games rock, son. I finish one in about two days so it's an entire waste of money to get them for me haha. Oh well. And YAYYY my dad agreed to get Ev's record on iTunes for me so that's good. It's like ten bucks converted but it will be worth it. Although there are only like, two songs we haven't heard the studio version of but never mind =D The banks of the world can relax hahaha ;)
By the way, my FB is showing up in some weird format so I keep closing and opening it but it's still like that. The font is like COMIC SANish and I can't stand that font hahaha. I know I'm random but it just irks me.
Yessss yesterday Ms Regina Lim, the hilarious relief teacher came in for history. GOSH I started laughing the moment she came in. She can make anyone laugh and she doesn't know that. I don't think she makes us laugh on purpose but whatever haha. She gave us chocolate and was overconcerning herself that everyone got a piece (!!!!) I swear I can't look her in the face without laughing. She will say hello to anyone that walks past her. Once I saw her at the bustop and she was like waving to me enthusiastically.
Ughhh. I swear you could be a little bit more obvious? I might die if this carries on.
♥Hazel

Finally =)

Yayyy CTs are finally over. Studying all day and night just drove me crazy haha. I think I messed up like, most of my papers but the good thing is that they're only gonna return them in a week from now.
I'm aware that my blog is really pathetic. Which is sad, because a few years back I knew how to work the HTML code things. Now I've completely forgotten them LOL. By the way, Evan didn't post his blog last week so I'm not TARDY hahaha.
Next week is MEGA camp! I'm not going, but almost half my class will be. It's for five days in Pulau Ubin where there's no internet connection or any kind of signal at all. Good luck, kids, you're gonna need it haha. Thank God I'm not going since I won't last long because I'm still sick. I know someone that fell sick yesterday and she's going for the camp. She passed her doctor's physical, though. It's like compulsory anyway.
I skipped CCA yesterday! Haha cheap thrills, everyone. I heart MCs and doctors that give them from now on. Yup. I still stayed back in school to help Radiant do IDPW. I think our presentation is due the week after next. Our product's almost done, fingers crossed that we can get everything done on time =)
Ugh seriously, the world is biased. At least Evan is. His record's only coming out on iTunes May 18th, and I don't have that. And I reallyyy want the signed guitar pick and sticker he's sending to those who get his record within 24hrs after it comes out. My only hope now is to bribe my dad into getting it on his iPhone hahaha.
Avril's twitter is so cute, go follow her. I know I did ;)
♥Hazel