Tuesday, January 04, 2011

Happy 2011!

I know I'm late, but better late than never.

So yeah, you know those facebook notification emails? I finally got around to deleting them today. And do you know how many of them there were? 510, give or take. Do you remember when we used to be so close that you used to post on my wall by mistake when you just wanted to update your status? Do you remember that story you sent me that you never finished? Do you remember how I helped you get your current boyfriend back and you tried to help me with mine? Do you remember all those hours we spent on chat, Habbo, Club Penguin, even Barbie.com? And how you stayed up the whole night just to talk to me? How I used to wake up at 4 am to catch the ustream with you? Do you remember how we used to share every detail of our lives? Because if you don't, I do.

One year ago we were so close. Inseparably close. But in a year so many things can change and we hardly talk anymore. I miss the old you. Maybe you're thinking I've changed, and I won't deny that I have. I'm sorry, but all the memories have to go. I can't look at them anymore. I took our seasonal friendship more literally and important than you did, and now looking back I realise that was where I went wrong.

That's the part of today's post dedicated to you, so you can know how much you used to mean to me. Past tense is a sad thing.

Sec 1 camp is tomorrowww!!! :)) So excited. All our hard work is finally going to be rewarded. I have to find people to take notes for me so yeah. And I'm not really done packing and haven't even downloaded the songs needed :( So you can imagine I have so many things to do.

I was complaining that I didn't have a locker a few weeks ago but now the locker people gave me not one, but TWO lockers. Amazing right? I don't know if I have to pay for two or just one but I texted back and they didn't reply. Oh well ;)

By Friday I am going to be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. I actually calculated: if I get 4 hours of sleep in total for the camp, I'm gonna have to sleep for 36 hours during the weekend. Cool. Mark my words. And yes, that's how intense it's going to be, 2 hours of sleep each night. So say we have to wake up at 7, we'll probably sleep at 5, because we need to get ready for all the stuff the next day. Insane, but I'm excited. Hopefully this excitement keeps me awake.

I'm doing devotion tomorrow, first thing at start of camp so it's really important that I make a good impression. I just hope I can do it and live up to my & others' expectations. That's it, see you guys whenever :)

hazel

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