The magical day.

School was alright today.

I really can't stand my e math teacher because she speaks really softly and I can't hear her. Even though i ask her to speak louder loads of times she just goes louder for like 3 words and then back to normal volume. Who says it's only students that speak softly? She's OCD as well but i guess i'm not the best person to say that.

Literature was enlightening. I found out that CCM isn't as pure and innocent as it really is. Why the hell do they have to beat around the bush? Just go "Hey, ask Tantie if I can **** her." Chemistry was fine, we learned ionic equations, which, thankfully, aren't as hard as they sound/look. And then chapel then peer lite refresher course. But there's good news.

PEER LITES ARE GETTING A BADGE!!! Like finally!!!!!! I'm so happy. I heard we're getting a silver tie but i don't really think so. We'd look really weird.

Here's the deal. I don't even see him and haven't even spoken to him and don't even know who he is and he still did it. AND he's your friend. I don't know what the hell is going on in your brain, mister, but i'd like to know. Give me a peek someday alright?

I had a birthday song shared with 2 other people today. One girl's birthday was yesterday, the other is tomorrow. Pretty cool huh? It was really uneventful today, although I'm still waiting for my hoodie to come in the mail about next week. Yayy.

I'm just going to write what I feel at this point of time down here so I don't forget that I ever felt this way. Because it's 100% guaranteed I'm going to change my mind tomorrow or something. I think you're really immature and right now I can't provide one reason to myself why I ever ever ever ____ you. You're just that way by nature and I can't ever see why I thought I was special. And I didn't even get the full extent of the 'treatment'. Maybe it's all His way of not letting me get hurt by not letting me get sucked in. He cared enough to close a door He didn't want me to walk through and I think I see it now and I'm thankful, if that's what he's trying to tell me.

We'll see about that. Meanwhile, it's good to be 15.

♥hazel