i wish you were here.

All this talking to you
I dont know what I'm to do
I don't know where you stand,
what's inside of your head
All this thinkin' of you
Is that what you're doing too?
You're always on my mind
I talk about you all of the time.

3A1 is better than expected, though it might take some getting used to. I don't like changes, but after they're put in place sometimes I'm okay with it. Remember i mentioned if sec 3 was gonna be like sec 2- just nothing? Well, it's not really but maybe by the end of the year i'll change my mind. I hate SPAs. We have them once a week and now i'm starting to understand why it's so stressful. Make that once a week, times 3.

i got goodbye lullaby! Downloaded but still awesome. I love everything on it :) don't worry, i'll still totally get the real hardcopy plastic round things that still exist and they're called CDs. I love 'Not Enough' and 'Push' but 'Wish You Were Here' is really catchy too. i love avril, she writes the story of my life. more than any other artist. I wish she would come here to do promo though, since she went to Hong Kong a few days ago. I wouldn't even hesitate a second to skip school or something to go haha. & the acoustic guitar in the songs are so cool, i'm really going to have to practice a lot more and learn some of them. Right now they mostly sound like they need a capo. i could be wrong though, i'm still not good at playing by ear. The drums sound okay, just a lot of bass, snare and some hi hats and crashes here and there.

End rant. And by the way? I think I need to brush up on my consoling skills because apparently my 'tactic', or lack thereof, didn't work as well as hers. we'll see how it goes from now and honestly i don't know what to hope for. Either way, someone will get hurt and i'm not sure i can face the consequences. Should i just bail? if I do, and even if i don't, i'll wonder for the next few weeks what would have happened if i did/didn't.

It's not enough, it's not enough to get me
what it is I want, it's not enough,
it's not enough to get me everything i need.
And i, i wish it was.
I think it's time to give this up.
It's not enough, it's not enough.

I apologise for that because i'm currently listening to GL on repeat ^^ It's so good, so much better than Taylor. sorry! when Avril gets down here i'm gonna get front row seats with some other friends that are as dedicated :) This might sound creepy but we're planning to mob her at the airport. I have no idea how they get information about that but all's good :D

Maybe you should just shut up
Even when it gets tough
Baby 'cause this is love
And even when push comes to shove,
it's gonna take the both of us.
Baby this is love.
You and me, we can both start over
Just the two of us, we can get a little closer
So follow me, honestly, and you will see ♥

i love you,
hazel.