what am i doing?

waiiiiiiiiit it's been such a long time since i was here so i might need a moment or so.

okay. it's funny how much things can change in a few short weeks and i would have never seen it coming. Mm well i don't know if you've heard but change isn't exactly my best friend. The thing is i can't stand how fake you all were being when you talked to me and i think we all knew what exactly was going on.

oh hey hazel, what's up??

Well, what's up is your lying ass. Plural. Singular. It means the same thing so yeah. Ugh I never ever thought in a million years thought you'd do this. And you expect me to act normal? Yeah, well, we'll see how freaking normal I can act.

And I can't stand how you all ignore her like she's that piece of filthy pond scum you can't risk touching or else you'll turn into things like that. What right do you, of all people, get to judge? I have to admit before this I'd never thought I'd ever write this paragraph but back then I thought this would never happen so we're fair. At least she doesn't pretend like you.

All three of you talked to me before that so it's not a question of whose fault it is. I love seeing people lie when I know the truth. Yup. What could you do? You could have done wayyy more than what you did. Which was playing innocent and invite me to something so I'd never suspect. Well... I'm not that stupid.

but tom has too much thermal energy for his own good. ♥ seriously, google him and you'll get a heart attack ;)

♥always,
hazel