Wednesday, September 14, 2011

half a year, six months, one eight five days.

i dont keep my promises, so maybe next time i shouldn't make them at all. ugh this feeling is not even that much to be considered heartache but then again it isn't exactly nothing either. it's just this weird feeling that won't go away. but it's not unfamiliar.

I'm sorry, I miscounted last time haha. I know maybe I shouldn't be so overly obsessive but that's how I am. I wish all of this could just go away and not leave a mark in it's wake, and I'll be as perfectly new as before.

But then again, i dont wish it never happened. what about: everything is as it is now, just that i'm perfectly fine and unaffected?

If you ask me how i'm doing, i'd say i'm doing just fine, i'd lie and say you're not on my mind.

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