So close.

Ok so um... I finally finally found out how much 4 years can contribute to someone. By that I mean like socially and not like physically or whatever. I don't wanna dwell too much on that topic so let's move on.

I could definitely say today was amazing. Met the penguins aka Hosea at 11plus at some bubble tea shop in the MRT which I took ages to find and we went to eat at the foodcourt againnn. Following that we got tix for Gulliver's Travels and proceeded to Ben and Jerry's to spend our $15 voucher we won for coming in second. And then we played Polar Bear ^^ In Ben and Jerry's? Yeahhh. Then we went into the movie theatre and yeah. After the movie it was pretty much just walking around and talking.

I guess I pretty much blanked on description above. I'm gonna have to do better if I want to be in CAP but all of a sudden I don't feel like writing 10 samples and explaining why I wrote them. That's like carving my heart out and giving it to total strangers to dissect. At least here no one's gonna throw my words back in my face and ask me why I wrote them.

Upcoming this week: dry run for sec 1 camp for Wednesday and Thursday, then.. watchnight on Friday I guess. I don't know if my YSG's going but I don't think so. We're not really that close even though we're kind of supposed to be but maybe that's just me? And then it's 2011. Time passes so fast, but I guess good things have to end for more good things to happen. Like a download of WTH on January 1st, and Goodbye Lullaby March 8th.

I just saw the timetable and at a glance it seems like I could cope pretty well. I'm in one of my moods where I think next year's gonna be completely fine and maybe even fun. It just usually wears off after a while.

I suddenly think back to this time last year when I was at church camp and really worried about sec 2. Some of the girls in my group who were sec 2s told me it was really nothing, despite it being streaming year and all. Fast forward to 2010. Back then I thought they were lying but now when my sec 1 friend asks about sec 2, I say the exact same thing to her. It makes me wonder if sec 3's gonna be the same. It has the exact same factor- it being the year just before the O's. So maybe when I get to the end of sec 4 I'm gonna be saying that the O's was really nothing.

Why are you so hard to let go of when you're not even mine?

I'll remember 19th of December 2010 even if you don't.

♥ hazel.