Accept or decline?

Okay so I didn't blog yesterday. Or maybe I did. Just not here. I think I deproved to like 20%. Is it something to do with what day it is today? No, it's not FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY. I realised how not worth it it is and from now on I will never never never never be that excited again. What for when other people don't take it seriously? & I have worked it out. I need a safety net if I ever decide that I will try again because i'm too afraid of free falling like I did today. But that's a big if. Once people have a certain perception of you it's hard to break free from it and assume another one. It takes time, but the former seems like it happens in the blink of an eye. People get caught stealing once and get labelled a thief. Even this person who has sworn not to judge me has already labelled me. I don't like changes but this is one change I feel like I have to make by the end of this year. I don't know if I'll make it or how I'm going to do it. Let's face it, I'm not made for this. Yi Hui's birthday is coming up soon and I'm thinking of getting a shirt done for all four of us, it'll be pretty cool if it gets done in a few weeks. I love colour combinations but it sucks when you're only allowed 2 colours. How am I gonna colour the cupcake? haha. Justin Bieber tix? so what, i'll be getting Avril tix in a week. Take that :) Day 14. Should I make an exception? ♥ always, hazel.