dayyyyyy 6 :)

jxfvjkshfw I'm so tired. It's like 1.40AM now and I stayed up to do my lit logbook. Ughhhh and it's only half done >.> When i'm done with this it'll probably be 2AM.
I finished a math but I left most of them unfinished so does that count? And my friend finished up the lit groupwork so yay. Now I'm left with half of lit, half of chinese and yeah. and I have chemistry tuition tomorrow. Or, today. And a physics test on tuesday. And house practice on monday. Whaaat the hell.
So day 6 is supposed to be yesterday, 19 march 2011. But it still works right because the time and dating thing here is screwed right? It's okay I guess, not much change that I know of. It seems like I'm just going on day after day but it's getting better. I'm kind of 10% in and I can't turn back. I hate to admit it but I was affected by her coming on here and reading my innermost feelings but I guess I deserve it, this is a public blog after all, but she used to be someone I know. And that hurts the most, I don't know her anymore. Whatever, so I changed the url and I know it seems a bit weird but what can you do?
So the first time begins tomorrow. I hope I can keep coming up with excuses, at least until a few weeks later. I feel so guilty but again, what can I do?
Japan, it's been a bit more than one week, I hope you're doing okay. I hope all the supplies we're all sending to you are getting through, just hang in there okay? You'll be okay, just get through it, I promise. Sending my love and wishes your way.

♥ hazel