Okay so I realised that I can't get over something if I talk about it everyday so it's gonna be limited to once a week now, then gradually monthly. If we even get to that.
In one word... today was fun. I never expected enrolment service to be fun but this was the first year it was enjoyable. Last year I was just sleeping in service haha. At least today the guest of honour didn't take like half an hour to come like last time so we didn't have to stand long.
And then... SERVICE. the most dreaded/anticipated part. I messed up because i couldn't hear myself/the pianist/the singers/the other guitarist with the lousy sound system over in the hall. But most people are kinda tone deaf and don't really notice if musicians mess up so :) It was okay though because my guitar couldn't really be heard anyway. & i can't stand it when someone asks me/us to transpose everything because it's too high or slow down when the song is originally at that pace. obviously they don't know what it's like to be a musician.
When it was time for the message we escaped backstage and for the first time it seemed like she was only on there sharing for like 5 minutes before it was time to go back onstage to play the next few songs. i would totally do today all over again even though it means full u.
i'm scared of the day the sec 4s have to leave, because then we'll be the ones taking over. Ugh. and i'll miss the sec 4s so much :( some of them are really nice. it'll be so lonely around gb without them. and i'll have to get farewell gifts for them, which always makes me sad. i need to write out a list of sec 4s i need to buy stuff for which is not very short haha.
i seem to have a problem with letting go of things/people.
♥ forever and always,
hazel
PS: ONE MORE MONTH TO BLACK STAR TOUR!!!
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