jump.

:) i'm not used to it, but that doesn't mean i can't learn. and honestly? if you ask me, i'm kind of happy how things are now. i don't really feel the need to change anything anymore because things just are fine the way they are.

i'm not sad because i know it was fun while it lasted, but we're really just that unlucky. they say you find out who your real friends are in sec 3 and they, whoever they are, are right. maybe it's the leadership (which i'm thoroughly sick of) that comes into play. you see how everyone pirioritises things and sometimes things don't work out. it's alright though. everyone changes.

and really, i regret not starting earlier. now we have so little time left. but it's great to have someone that actually gets it. i won't take this for granted. it's so weird sometimes how twisted this gets but i'll just accept it as it is. you make me smile :)

just breathe and everything will be fine. because really, worrying won't change anything.

"so i'll jump in this like a fearless fighter jumping off a cliff into the water. and i'll walk straight in, live it in the moment, let it move how it should, no assumptions. and i'll let go of everything my heart held captive."



♥ always,
hazel.